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stuff [27 Jan 2008|09:23pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so yeah. moved into the new condos on campus. they are absolutely gorgeous. i just wish i had been able to pick all my roommates. katie and i get along great. natalie is so socially awkward it's horrible. and storm, she's nice and all, but she's always trying to start a coversation while katie and i can sit there in silence and be perfectly content. so it's an awkward living situation but it's not bad. it'll be fine.

i have a horrible panera crush. horrible because nothing will happen, it won't go anywhere. but before i left to come back to mass i felt like it was going somewhere! on sunday he told me as soon as i got there that he needed to talk to me. then i was in the walk-in getting cream cheese and he came in just to talk to me. he apologized for not going to my party the night before and he asked me what i was doing this weekend. i stupidly told him that the weekend was basically over. he said oh and then asked what i was doing next weekend. and then i had to tell him that i would be back in mass for school. and he said that sucks. so later that day i told him i wasn't doing anything that night or the next day and he should call me if he was free. and he said he would have to see, he was supposed to help a friend, but he would give me a call. well basically, he never called and i tried calling him, left a message, and he never called back.

is it just me, or does it seem like he made an effort and wanted to hang out with me??? cause that's what i felt and then since nothing has came of it i'm really upset. and even though i haven't talked to him since that sunday i can't get him off my mind. i even called him today and got butterflies in my stomach and everything. i left a message. i'm really hoping he'll call back but i somewhat doubt it. but i really really really want him to. any ideas?


and now i need to go read 104 pages in a book for a class i'm trying to get out of. kill me now. fucking us latino lit.

i hate boys.

3 wishes| shooting star?

changes [09 Sep 2007|09:05pm]
my life has changed a lot recently and yet it is still the same. so many things bothered me this summer. so many things about me and just the situations i was in. but i'm a lot happier now. i have suddenly become the most outgoing person. walking around campus i'll say hi to random people, start up conversations. today at the football game i was the one screaming the whole time, getting up and dancing, starting chants. i've become a different person in that way.

but yet, i still am such a sucker for guys. i still let myself fall too easily and get hurt. already i'm stuck on this guy chris. and it's obvious that he's such a flirt and doesn't care about me until he needs something from me. and even though i say that i won't give him the time of day, i still do. he ignores my phone calls and texts, kisses me when he's drunk, promises to stop by, doesn't, and i still pick up stuff for him at walmart. god! i need to now change this. and i also need to stop being so sad about the fact that i don't have anyone special in my life right now. i've got so many other good things going for me. so i can't let it be a problem. i gotta suck it up and just get on with my life. i have way too much other stuff going on anyways.

alright. i can't think of anything else to say. i think i'm just gonna try to do homework and go to bed.

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vindication! [16 Aug 2007|04:36am]
it's 4:30 in te morning and i wanted to be in bed hours ago, but i just stumbled across this online and had to post about it.

so this past week, henry asked if i wanted to be an extra in a dance scene for a movie he's working on. hell yeah! and i get an imdb.com credit too!!! so friday night i went to post and we filmed a rave scene for this horror movie. it was so much fun. we started off with the end of the scene with everyone lying dead in a circle around the main character. then we filmed a bunch of takes with just the dancers. then we added in the main character and did a bunch of different angles with that. then a lot of people left and some stayed (including myself) to dance close ups in a strobe light. i had a blast just dancing around all night. while we were there they also said we could come back saturday and film death sequences and whatnot with fake blood. awesome! so saturday i went back and filmed some scenes with the fake blood. omg, it was so much fun! first we were background people as a girl crawls across the floor covered in blood and a severed head rolls through her path. then for my take i was splattered with blood from "all my friends being murdered". i screamed so much and it came out really well, they were impressed and i'm so excited! anyways! i found some links about the movie, check it out!

an article about the movie

myspace profile for the movie


the director

it'll probably be the only horror film i ever like and that's only cause i'm in it. woo!

okay, bedtime for real now.
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soon [07 Aug 2007|12:10pm]
i really need to update this thing and get some things off my chest. but not now cause i have to meet taryn at starduct diner for lunch! hopefully after that and before ryan and i try to get tickets for avenue q.

oh i love cramming so much stuff into my last week in the city. =D
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ranting. raving. lots of commas. [09 Jul 2007|11:43pm]
so, it's only monday night and i already finished book 6. which means i have nothing else to read the rest of this week. and that i'm a dork, but that's beside the point. i am quite to content to reread it though, after i see the movie tomorrow at midnight, can't wait.

anyways, there's not much to say. actually, scratch that, now i'm remembering everything that;s been bugging me.

sunday morning, sue told me something and i still don't know how i feel about this. i don't know whether i'm shocked or upset or... expected it. apparently the guy i had a crush on (had or have? i don't even know anymore) is hooking up with another guy we kinda know. i'm shocked because i just never thought that would happen. not him. it just didn't seem like something he'd do. but i feel like i kinda expected it because people used to ask me if he was gay and i told them about how he had confessed to me about having a crush on a girl we work with, so no, he's not gay. but now this happens... it's not like i'm against it or anything, i just want him to be happy... but i wish it weren't so. i guess i still wish he liked me. so that means i do still have a crush on him. greeeeeat.

almost, my roommates. the only disadvantage to going home every weekend is that i feel like an outsider with them. i came back last night and they all had their mattresses out in the common area, watching tv. there was no room for my mattress to join them, nor did they say "oh, megan you can sqeeze in here", so i settled on the couch behind them and tried to involve myself in their conversation (which was mostly about the weekend so i was left out no matter what). also, they're all so scared to go out on their own. it bothers me a lot. jen was thinking of not going home this weekend because she was afraid to use amtrak on her own. i told her i show her where everything is and she says she'll go now. i just find it silly. i didn't have anybody show me how to use it the first time. whatever.

this is relative in my mind... my mom still doesn't see all the differences between the way she's treated my brother and me. i absolutely hate how she favors him, and made sure he had a great senior year. mine sucked: my grandfather with alzheimer's was living with us. he lived in our living room so i couldn't have friends over late at night, i couldn't watch the tv shows i wanted to watch because the whole family was sharing one, smaller tv in another room. mom was also uptight and ready to scream at me for something because her dad was stressing her out. oh and let's not forget the fact that i did have a car (as of that january), but was i allowed to use it?! noooo, not until march, when senior year was practically over. my brother had a car in september. he had it the entire year. and even though mom always complained about having to drive me everywhere, she still wouldn't let me drive my car. and now, she still drives pat to his lessons sometimes so he can rest for a little while. i'm pretty sure my dancing all night is more strenous than his hour lessons. geez. and then, for his final senior concert, in which he has a solo (one of many, i might add), she makes me go with her the week before to purchase a brand new dvd camcorder to record the special moment. makes me charge is and figure it out for her and everything, even has the nerve to ask me to tape it for her. meanwhile, for my senior concert, in which i had my first solo since elementary school, she doesn't even bother to try to tape it. thanks mom. oh and she allowed him to cut senior cut day. i got in trouble for doing that. at prom she made me follow him around and take pictures. i don't even think he went to the grange to see me before prom. she also made me help decorate his car for graduation. she didn't even bother trying to do that for me.

there's just all these things she's letting him do differently, without all the restrictions i had. don't even get me started on how kerri's allowed in his room with the door closed when i couldn't even have my boyfriend in my room with the door open! it just really pisses me off and everytime i try to bring it up she doesn't see where i'm coming from. says i'm being jealous and spoiled. jealous... most definitely! spoiled ...obviously not, look at your son. and then she tried to make it all better by saying she sent grandpa to that nursing home in syracuse so he wouldn't ruin prom and graduation. which is certainly true, things would have been a lot worse if he had been there for that. but that doesn't make up for everything else she didn differently. every other inequality.

i'm getting even more upset writing about all this stuff again. time to chill out and then go to bed.
2 wishes| shooting star?

cityyyyy [24 Jun 2007|08:25pm]
[ mood | calm ]

so i'm in the city. moved in today, the apartment is huggge, love it. lindy, krista, jen and i are all getting along fine so far, it's nice being with people from dean who i know something about. we were all desperate for internet access so i called case and asked for his username and password and it worked! so now i'm online and thank goodness! i would die without it. i kinda feel bad being the only one with it but...i was smart enough to ask and actually had the balls to call case even though we haven't really spoken since senior year in high school. he said he might stay in texas and join ballet austin... how amazing is that? i am insanely jealous.


i can't believe i'm actually here. tomorrow krista and i are going to walk around and familiarize ourselves with the area. the girls seem so hesitant about living in the city, and granted i'm no expert but i feel like they're worrying about it a lot. i kinda want to go exploring on my own at some point and i'm afraid they are going to shelter me. we'll see what happens.

i think i might be getting over that crush. finally. when he promised we would hang out before i left for ailey and he never called or anything it just kinda hit me how much i really mattered to him. and that actually wasn't saddening, it was definitely good for me. i just hope we stay friends because i liked when we were close like that. we'll see though. i don't expect anything from him anymore.

umm, i'm tired and hungry, so i'm gonna go make some pop corn chicken and then read my book until i fall asleep. i'm so glad i don't have placement auditions tomorrow.

shooting star?

it is over. [13 Jun 2007|02:35am]
[ mood | depressed ]

so i'm stopping. i can't keep leading myself on like this and making such a fool of myself. he's never going to like me, to want to be in a relationship with me, to do anything. my summer goal is a complete failure and june practically just began. i was already falling for him, i can feel it, and it sucks.

i just hope to not be working with him too much. thank god he's going to hicksville.

here's to the end of something that never even began.

2 wishes| shooting star?

[06 Jun 2007|01:37am]
dearest melissa,

i am going to miss you very much while you spend the weekend in massachusetts having sex with your boyfriend. who else is going to save me and talk sense into me when i think the world is over and that i'll never get to kiss him? anyways, you are truly my best friend and i wish you lived closer, though i don't mind the distance cause we can drive up and down middle country road blaring "because of you" and singing along. we can also follow ugly buck-toothed guys and then run away from them. and let's not forget the lovely wendy's guys who laughed at us taste-testing the fries that took 20 minutes to get. i'm gonna miss you! even though you haven't even left yet and you won't be gone for long, it's still going to suck. you better call at least once (i'm not expecting any more since you'll be getting some) and text much more often. socialize well, my dear, don't forget about me!!! tell nick his jessica says hiiiii!

love love love love youuuuu!

shooting star?

[18 May 2007|01:21am]
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... [06 May 2007|07:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]


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sayville bound [11 Apr 2007|01:36pm]
[ mood | amused ]

so this week has calmed down quite a bit. the past two weeks were pretty insane, but now it's nice. last night i took almost a two hour nap and went to barnes and noble and starbucks and panera. today, my last two classes were cancelled, i was done at 1! i don't think i've ever been finished with classes so early, i have no idea what to do with all this free time! and it's really nice outside, so that's just an added plus (but they're saying it might snow tomorrow...let's not think about that).

so i talked to rob, one of the guys in res life. so i can miss the ca training meeting sunday night and go home this weekend!!! yay! but he still didn't tell me if i was hired as a ca. sucks. so i guess i really have to figure out where to live. at least the housing selection isn't until the 24th. if i don't get hired i definitely want to live in the jr/sr housing. i just don't know with who, or if i could get the single in there. oyyyy, i wish i could just find out already so i could make these desicions.

hmm, i do have to study for a test tonight, but i studied a bit yesterday so i think i'm just going to chill for awhile and relax.

i can't wait to go home this weekend!!!

3 wishes| shooting star?

he just signed offline before i could say hi [08 Apr 2007|11:28pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
when kristi and i browsed from the dance store two weeks ago.

2. What was your last alcoholic beverage?
beer friday night.

3. Who can you trust?
i'm not even sure anymore. amanda definitely. not kristi or kay.

4. Where was your first kiss with your current significant other?
i don't have a significant other. way to rub it in, stupid survey.

5. Favorite Band?
i love mae.

6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
i hate freshmen. like i thought i could stand them before, but i'm going to be 21 in less than a month (eeee!) and i can't take the immatureness anymore. and the inability to recognize when they've had too much to drink every fucking night and say they're never going to drink again, yet they drink the next time they fucking see alcohol. ugh.

7. Do you like anyone?
i like a lot of people. probably not as much as they all like me. oh well.

8. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
actually, right now i don't.

9. What's your favorite number?
6. or any even number, but 6 is my favorite.

10. Who was the last person to make you cry?
hmm, probably myself thinking about how much i hate myself.

11. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yup, athletic camp in the poconos!

12. When was the last time you cried?
last night watching a walk to remember.

13. What is one thing you miss about your past?
how easy everything seemed. i miss playing in my backyard and in the brook. i miss our playhouse and swing set. i miss how simple life was and how happy i was being who i was.

14. What is one thing you've learned about life?
you have to work for what you want, and you can't always get that but at least you tried.

15. Are you jealous of anyone?

16. Is anyone jealous of you?
not that i know of.

17. Has a friend ever used you?
oh yeah. probably everybody i know at dean college at one time or another. "can you drive me here, can you drive me here" ughhhhh.

18. Has anyone recently told you that they like you more than as a friend?

19. Who was the last person you drove with?
amanda and alivia.

20. What are you looking forward to?
my birthday, this semester being over, spending the summer in the city and dancing at ailey. being a senior next year.

21. How are you today?
still feeling full from all the food, tired, i dunno.

23. Are you currently single?
of course.

24. Are there any things in your past that you regret?

25. Do you have a best friend?
yep yep.

26. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
oh yeah, lol.

27. Who was the last person you hugged?

28. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
my life story.

29. If you could change anything about your past, what would it be?
a certain wednesday night last semester when i got waaaay too drunk.

30. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
not really killing them. but not recently either.

31. Do you like your life?
kinda, it needs work.

32. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?

33. Did you forgive them?
not really.

34. Do you like gum?
mmmm polar ice.

35. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
umm more girls now.

36. has anyone ever cheated on you?
i don't think so.

37. Has anyone ever cheated on their gf/bf with you?
yeah, two people have actually.

40. What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
not being successful, never finding true lasting love and marrying that person, not being able to follow my dreams, dying a slow painful death, never having a lasting impact on someone and making them a better person.

41. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
many nights.

42. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
of course. still.

43. Are you a player?

46. What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you've dated?
two years older and two years younger.

47. Have you ever dated/fooled around with a co-worker?

48. Are looks important?

49. Does how many people a person has slept with affect the way you view them?
to me no. and i hope other people feel the same way.

50. Do you believe in love?
sometimes. i'd like to, but right now i'm in one of those moods were i feel like it could never happen.

2 wishes| shooting star?

[01 Mar 2007|01:40am]
today, i heard i song that reminded me of you.
it made my heart feel the way it used to.
today, i wanted to tell you how i feel about you
but my heart told me that you wouldnt feel like you used to.
i sit in this room , thinking.... if i love you
will you love me back?
do i even want to know?
better yet, would you even tell me?

that's from gabe's away message.


i need to make a real update. i've got a lot on my mind. i was going to tonight but i had to study for an anatomy test. friday. hopefully. night.
shooting star?

[16 Jan 2007|10:36pm]
today was a great day at work. i was barista all day. which means i didn't touch a single register or deal with a single bitchy person. it was amazing. i was so glad to get the break from register and to just make drinks and back people up all day. and the day went so quickly too! loved it!

then after work i was completely content to just waste away my life on the couch but justin convinced me to go to starbucks with hm and catch up. i really didn't want to at all but ugh. i dont' even know. it wasn't good. like it was good to see him but of course he had to talk about how i was the best thing that ever happened to him and how he regrets messing it up all the time. well if you cared so much for me you could've shown it! and it's been almost three years. give up already, we've both changed and you know it, and we've barely even talked over the past couple of years because you annoy me! ugh!!!!

in other news, my dance teacher's husband was on the news. he was arrested for taking bribes for building permits. ahhh! i don't even know what to say, i feel so bad for them right now.

kristi and i are currently talking about boys and their suckiness. i honestly don't know what to do, it seems like everyone i like never likes me back. but then there's gabe and justin apparently who say i'm the best thing that ever happened to them. why can't the guys i like feel the same way?!!

i hate relationships.

my "i" key is sticking and it's really bothering me.

i like how there was so much stuff i wanted to accomplish this break and i did nothing. i'm great at life.

i want a boyyyyyyy.
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[08 Jan 2007|10:06pm]
okay, so i take that back. my laptop now works. HALLELUJAH!!!!!
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[08 Jan 2007|05:42pm]
so i got my laptop back this week (we were getting it fixed) and granted it runs a lot faster and stuff now but it still won't connect to the internet! so i'm pissed. i don't want to tell my mom that it's still not working since we paid like 200 bucks for it to be "fixed" in the first place. but i guess i really have to, there isn't much time left before i have to leave again. i hope it's fixed before i leave! i hate not having the internet at school!

i just found half a french baguette on top of the printer. lol.

so i still haven't gotten my car cleaned since the other night. everyone's like "ewww" and so am i! but neo was fucking supposed to clean it, i love how he followed through on that. great person and friend to have around. NOT!

"I HAte That i Miss you

iHate myself for missing you.

but i'm not bitter...

god damm it just always the pics and the songs that will do it too .

I;m telling myself
thats i just dont care...

now i have to believe....

sooner or later tho... i will.... and i'll be gone from those eyes

some people fall in love and touch the sky
some people fall in love and find quicksand
i hover somewhere in between... i swear...
i cant make up my mind"

that's all from gabe's profile. he imed me the other day and said practically all the same stuff "i tried to hate you and i couldn't, i can't drive in my car cause all i do is think about driving to you. i can't stop thinking about you and it's killing me" and so on. i feel so horrible for him, but i can't go back to him again. i reread some of my journal last night and saw that the first time we broke up i said it was good and then that ended up not being true. i really can't go back to him again, i know it won't work out. not with the way we are now at least. ugh.

i woke up this morning and i had no voice. and now it's bad but it sounds weird and i have a hacking cough and a sore throat. fun! i liked the no voice part though it sounded so funny.

i really didn't realize how little time i have left at home. i know i'll miss it, but i am definitely excited to go back to school. i'd be even more excited if i had made company, but hopefully if i work really hard this semester i can make it next year. my last year. that's so crazy. what the hell am i gonna do after college? ahh.
2 wishes| shooting star?

i don't know [06 Jan 2007|01:57am]
so my mom accidentally left herself signed on aol today with her mailbox open and when i went to use the computer i noticed an email from gabe. apparently her and gabe have been e-mailing back and forth for quite some time. i mean, i knew that they had spoken every once and awhile, but he really confessed all his feelings to her and they promised each other that they wouldn't tell me. and reading everything he wrote about how he felt for me and how every day was so difficult (he never told me any of this, i assumed it but seeing him say it is different), it made me cry. and i became so confused because i know i don't want to be back in our messed up relationship and i know i can't get into anything with him again. and it was weird because we had just spoken online and made tentative plans to meet next week and exchange christmas gifts and catch up. and i'm afraid we're going to get right back into our "it's complicated" relationship. and i know i don't want that. but i'm so scared that that's what's going to happen. ugh. this is very repetitive but my thoughts are going in circles over and over again.

new years resolutions: eat better. for real this time. work out more (or at least exercise a little bit, get off your fat ass). work on my flexiblity, stretch more. stop being such a whore. clean my room. reorganize my room. learn to love myself for who i am and to be more confident in who i am.

i haven't watched everwood in the longest time and i miss my show. i really wish my life was more like a movie or a tv show where everything worked out in the end. cause right now things aren't really going anywhere.

additional new years resolution: update more.
shooting star?

[26 Dec 2006|02:29pm]
[ mood | content ]

so it's been a really long time since i updated. the semester actually overall went well. my gpa is 3.882, so i got all a's and a-'s in my classes (score!). ashley and i are no longer rooming together, ashley moved across the hall with ella, and kristi moved into my room. we're gonna make our room so cute. and i'm really glad we're rooming together, kristi and i have gotten really close and so far we've kept in touch a lot during this break.

so this break. so far all i've done is work a lot. i worked 34 hours two weeks ago and 42 hours this past week. yet this upcoming week i'm barely working at all (yet). hopefully i'll get called in for some days. anyways. i still haven't seen a lot of my friends. tim is still sick, who knows where steph is, and bella is never around. megaleg and i need to do another starbucks catch up too. but i have hung out with steve, andy, and matt a lot. which has been really fun. oh, i've spent a lot of time with melissa too. it's not always great spending a lot of time in selden, i really want her to come here and hang out with my friends too, but i do enjoy talking to her. we're always boy hunting in the mall, haha.

umm, gabe and i are officially over. we've done so much back and forth stuff and he called a few weeks ago to say that he finally realized that he's not the guy for me anymore. he thinks i've changed, i don't know how or when but apparently i have. i mean, i've always been influenced by the people around me, but never really changed a lot. i don't know. we haven't talked much since then, except last night i called to wish him a merry christmas and we talked for an hour and a half. he has christmas gifts for me that he wants to drop off and i asked if we could get dinner or lunch when he's here. i told my mom that we are officially over and she doesn't believe it. she thinks we'll keep going back to each other until we really find someone new. i don't know, it;s weird to think that we're really over, i don't know how i feel about that.

christmas was okay. i got some nice clothes and a lot of money and gift cards. there wasn't anything i really wanted so it was nice. my aunt and uncle and bo, my dog, were here. it was so nice to hang out with my dog and not have him growl at me, and he seemed to really enjoy my company. i'm sad he's gone, my uncle was annoying though so i'm glad he's gone. i saw all my relatives yesterday and christmas eve too. it was good to spend time with my cousin, she was pretty upset about her boyfriend though, but it was still good to spend time with her. hopefully i'll see her friday night for stacey's 21st bday party.

ummm, i think that's good for now. i'm off to panera for some soup, then out with melissa. byeee.

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sayville! [09 Dec 2006|10:15pm]
[ mood | happy ]

i'm home! until january 22nd! so when i get time later (which i most certainly will), i will update. this semester has been great, but i'm glad to be home. and to be somewhere where the internet works! (my laptop sucks). ok, later!

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if megaleg updates, then i must update [13 Nov 2006|11:46pm]
[ mood | drained ]

soooo. i don't know when i last updated and what's new since. i probably should've checked that before writing this. oh well.

umm i auditioned for and made the alvin ailey summer program. i am so excited for that. it's just a lot of money and i guess i'll live in the fordham dorms? i don't really feel like searching for an apartment. but that means i'll barely be able to work over the summer, so i dunno what i'll do about that. but i can't wait, there is absolutely no way i would pass this up. =D =D =D =D =D

ummm, we're having auditions this week for dance company, another thing i really hope i make. we had jazz auditions tonight (took 3 hours), and i think i did well. and i know lisa likes me so maybe i'll make it. 74 people auditioned though, so who knows.

so, new roommate and i, not really working out. she watches tv 24/7 (mostly disney channel, i never thought i could get sick of disney but i am! incredibly so!) and never leaves the room. and we have opposite opinions on everything, and we're both stubborn so we fight our points and then i'll just get sick of it and be like whatever. thankfully, when this normally happens a friend will suggest i go with them somewhere so i can get away from her. i try to spend a lot of time out of the room because it's just uncomfortable. melissa and i were much better roommates. but she doesn't even speak to me now. it's really sad.

i have no idea who i'm going to room with next year. i kinda feel like i'm back at post, but i'm telling myself it's not like that at all. there i didn't have friends, here i do. it's just that they have people that they would rather room with. like kristi and steph.

ummmmm, i made my schedule for next semester. 18 credits. i'm gonna be busy but i can't wait.

Monday and Wednesday
8:00- 9:30 Pedagogy
11:20-12:50 Modern
1:00- 2:30 Character Study
2:40- 4:10 Jazz

Tuesday and Thursday
8:00- 9:30 Anatomy and Physiology
11:20-12:50 Study of Musical Theatre
1:00- 2:30 Ballet
2:40- 4:10 Tap
4:20- 6:30 Anatomy Lab (Thursday only)

9:40-11:10 Ballet
11:20-12:50 Pointe

thursdays will be long but fridays i only have two classes, yay! so yeah. what next.

umm, let's see. Gabe. we're talking a lot now. like we're practically dating but without the title or the committment. i slept over at his dorm thursday night and then he slept over my house friday night. i wouldn't have had it any other way. =D

so uhh, i think i'm done. oh no, i'm not. pointless survey!Collapse )

2 wishes| shooting star?

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