i just found half a french baguette on top of the printer. lol.
so i still haven't gotten my car cleaned since the other night. everyone's like "ewww" and so am i! but neo was fucking supposed to clean it, i love how he followed through on that. great person and friend to have around. NOT!
"I HAte That i Miss you
iHate myself for missing you.
but i'm not bitter...
god damm it just always the pics and the songs that will do it too .
I;m telling myself
thats i just dont care...
now i have to believe....
sooner or later tho... i will.... and i'll be gone from those eyes
some people fall in love and touch the sky
some people fall in love and find quicksand
i hover somewhere in between... i swear...
i cant make up my mind"
that's all from gabe's profile. he imed me the other day and said practically all the same stuff "i tried to hate you and i couldn't, i can't drive in my car cause all i do is think about driving to you. i can't stop thinking about you and it's killing me" and so on. i feel so horrible for him, but i can't go back to him again. i reread some of my journal last night and saw that the first time we broke up i said it was good and then that ended up not being true. i really can't go back to him again, i know it won't work out. not with the way we are now at least. ugh.
i woke up this morning and i had no voice. and now it's bad but it sounds weird and i have a hacking cough and a sore throat. fun! i liked the no voice part though it sounded so funny.
i really didn't realize how little time i have left at home. i know i'll miss it, but i am definitely excited to go back to school. i'd be even more excited if i had made company, but hopefully if i work really hard this semester i can make it next year. my last year. that's so crazy. what the hell am i gonna do after college? ahh.