when kristi and i browsed from the dance store two weeks ago.
2. What was your last alcoholic beverage?
beer friday night.
3. Who can you trust?
i'm not even sure anymore. amanda definitely. not kristi or kay.
4. Where was your first kiss with your current significant other?
i don't have a significant other. way to rub it in, stupid survey.
5. Favorite Band?
i love mae.
6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
i hate freshmen. like i thought i could stand them before, but i'm going to be 21 in less than a month (eeee!) and i can't take the immatureness anymore. and the inability to recognize when they've had too much to drink every fucking night and say they're never going to drink again, yet they drink the next time they fucking see alcohol. ugh.
7. Do you like anyone?
i like a lot of people. probably not as much as they all like me. oh well.
8. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
actually, right now i don't.
9. What's your favorite number?
6. or any even number, but 6 is my favorite.
10. Who was the last person to make you cry?
hmm, probably myself thinking about how much i hate myself.
11. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
yup, athletic camp in the poconos!
12. When was the last time you cried?
last night watching a walk to remember.
13. What is one thing you miss about your past?
how easy everything seemed. i miss playing in my backyard and in the brook. i miss our playhouse and swing set. i miss how simple life was and how happy i was being who i was.
14. What is one thing you've learned about life?
you have to work for what you want, and you can't always get that but at least you tried.
15. Are you jealous of anyone?
16. Is anyone jealous of you?
not that i know of.
17. Has a friend ever used you?
oh yeah. probably everybody i know at dean college at one time or another. "can you drive me here, can you drive me here" ughhhhh.
18. Has anyone recently told you that they like you more than as a friend?
19. Who was the last person you drove with?
amanda and alivia.
20. What are you looking forward to?
my birthday, this semester being over, spending the summer in the city and dancing at ailey. being a senior next year.
21. How are you today?
still feeling full from all the food, tired, i dunno.
23. Are you currently single?
24. Are there any things in your past that you regret?
25. Do you have a best friend?
26. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
oh yeah, lol.
27. Who was the last person you hugged?
28. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
my life story.
29. If you could change anything about your past, what would it be?
a certain wednesday night last semester when i got waaaay too drunk.
30. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
not really killing them. but not recently either.
31. Do you like your life?
kinda, it needs work.
32. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
33. Did you forgive them?
34. Do you like gum?
mmmm polar ice.
35. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
umm more girls now.
36. has anyone ever cheated on you?
i don't think so.
37. Has anyone ever cheated on their gf/bf with you?
yeah, two people have actually.
40. What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
not being successful, never finding true lasting love and marrying that person, not being able to follow my dreams, dying a slow painful death, never having a lasting impact on someone and making them a better person.
41. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
42. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
of course. still.
43. Are you a player?
46. What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you've dated?
two years older and two years younger.
47. Have you ever dated/fooled around with a co-worker?
48. Are looks important?
49. Does how many people a person has slept with affect the way you view them?
to me no. and i hope other people feel the same way.
50. Do you believe in love?
sometimes. i'd like to, but right now i'm in one of those moods were i feel like it could never happen.