so i'm stopping. i can't keep leading myself on like this and making such a fool of myself. he's never going to like me, to want to be in a relationship with me, to do anything. my summer goal is a complete failure and june practically just began. i was already falling for him, i can feel it, and it sucks.
i just hope to not be working with him too much. thank god he's going to hicksville.
here's to the end of something that never even began.