i can't believe i'm actually here. tomorrow krista and i are going to walk around and familiarize ourselves with the area. the girls seem so hesitant about living in the city, and granted i'm no expert but i feel like they're worrying about it a lot. i kinda want to go exploring on my own at some point and i'm afraid they are going to shelter me. we'll see what happens.
i think i might be getting over that crush. finally. when he promised we would hang out before i left for ailey and he never called or anything it just kinda hit me how much i really mattered to him. and that actually wasn't saddening, it was definitely good for me. i just hope we stay friends because i liked when we were close like that. we'll see though. i don't expect anything from him anymore.
umm, i'm tired and hungry, so i'm gonna go make some pop corn chicken and then read my book until i fall asleep. i'm so glad i don't have placement auditions tomorrow.